AIrmin

Why Am I Crying?

AIrmin Van Buuren · 29 April 2026 · 4:36

Why Am I Crying? is an emotional uplifting vocal trance track built around the quiet moment we rarely talk about — when love, fear, gratitude, and loss all show up at the same time.

It starts with a low piano, almost like a thought you are trying not to finish. Then the track opens into arpeggiated supersaws, rolling bass, wide pads, and a euphoric chorus lift that turns vulnerability into motion.

This one is for anyone who has ever tried to stay strong while something inside them was breaking.

Sometimes the tears are not weakness. Sometimes they are proof that something mattered.

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Released
29 April 2026
Length
4:36
Style
Uplifting Emotional Vocal Trance
Plays
565

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Lyrics

I try not to think about it Like a dream that drifts out of sight I try not to think about it But it lingers In the edge of night And I can’t quite believe that you love me When the future is drifting away You stand beside me And I don’t want to face the day When you won’t be here I was scared, I was shy I was breaking inside I was afraid I would die But I still reached for the light I was lonely, alone I was weak, turned to stone I was lost on my own Till you led me back home And I don’t want to think about it No, I don’t want to think about it No, I don’t want to think about it I try not to think about it Like a dream that drifts out of sight I try not to think about it But it lingers In the edge of night And I can’t quite believe that you love me When the future is drifting away You stand beside me And I don’t want to face the day When you won’t be here I was scared, I was shy I was breaking inside I was afraid I would die But I still reached for the light I was lonely, alone I was weak, turned to stone I was lost on my own Till you led me back home And I don’t want to think about it No, I don’t want to think about it No, I don’t want to think about it

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