AIrmin

Fall Apart, Fall Again

AIrmin Van Buuren · 8 February 2026 · 4:59

This track is about something most people don’t talk about honestly. Some relationships don’t break once and end clean. They crack, they rebuild, they repeat, and sometimes you don’t even know why you keep finding your way back to the same person.

Fall Apart, Fall Again is about that reality. The quiet moments after the fight. The drive home where everything feels louder in your head. The messages you type and never send. The strange place where you know something is hard, maybe even messy, but it is still real to you.

Musically, this sits in that deep emotional trance space where the verses feel close and personal, and the chorus opens up into something big and overwhelming. The vocal is not supposed to sound perfect. It is supposed to sound human.

If this track makes you think about someone, that is probably the point. :)

Turn it up and let it be what it is.

Released
8 February 2026
Length
4:59
Plays
564

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Lyrics

We were heavy Fighting over little things Slammed doors Cold floors You packed up your dreams I was sinking Watching taillights fade All our Sunday coffee cups Left out where they stayed I kept your shirt on the chair Like you might come back Sit right there Every message I wrote Never sent But I read it again and again We fall apart Then fall again Lose your touch Then find your hand Every time we break We bend But somehow Somehow We fall apart Then fall again Say “it’s done” Then just pretend Call it over Call you friend But somehow Somehow We fall apart Then fall again (again, again) You were crying In the parking lot rain Said you hated how you love me ‘Cause it hurts the same I was laughing Through the lump in my throat “You and I are bad at endings We just circle the note” You traced a line down my face Said “I never found a safer place” Every reason to run We know But our feet never tell us to go We fall apart Then fall again Lose your touch Then find your hand Every time we break We bend But somehow Somehow We fall apart Then fall again Say “it’s done” Then just pretend Call it over Call you friend But somehow Somehow We fall apart Then fall again (fall again) Tell me Are we cursed or chosen Always breaking Never broken Every open scar Still open But your name is the only one I’m holding So if this is wrong Let it be wrong all night If this is right Then come back Come back Come back We fall apart Then fall again Lose your touch Then find your hand Every time we break We bend But somehow Somehow We fall apart Then fall again Say “it’s done” Then just pretend Call it over Call you friend But somehow Somehow We fall apart Then fall again (again, again) We fall apart We fall again Same old hearts New start Same end We fall apart We fall again Stay this time Stay this time…

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